Hate

I am so broken My wounds are open For the world to see That I am unclean Dirty, I'm unworthy Turning, fire's burning I hate that you hurt me I'll take what you've done I hate that you're happy I thought you were the one I hate that I still want you And miss your smile I hate everything about you I hate myself for hanging on My eyes are distorted From the lies that you've spoken I scream, but I feel nothing It's unreal Dirty, I'm unworthy Turning, fire's burning I hate that you hurt me I'll take what you've done I hate that you're happy I thought you were the one I hate that I still want you And miss your smile I hate everything about you I hate myself for hanging on Breathing's not a part of healing It doesn't mean I'm alive inside Just because my heart's still beating It doesn't mean I don't wanna die slow I hate that you hurt me I'll take what you've done I hate that you're happy I thought you were the one I hate that I still want you And miss your smile I hate everything about you I hate myself for hanging on I hate that you hurt me I'll take what you've done But I hate everything about you I hate myself for hanging on Hate myself for hanging on