Amber Lights

Standing at a Chelsea party Where I can't even buy bacardi She's looking at me like She don't belive I'm invited Wonder why I play it cautious? Swear I'm gonna sabotage this Isn't it shit How I feel like this Can't unwind Ohhhh And I try, and I try, and I try try try Ohhh And I keep, and I keep, and I keep Pulling up on all these amber lights Second guessing what I'm thinking and I'm paralyzed Running through my body feeling butterflies I know that I Can't live in black and white Pulling up on all these amber lights Don't know why I'm waiting for approval I Gotta get it going when the moment's right Cant stand in line And watch it all pass by Amber lights Amber lights Amber lights Amber lights Step out of my lace and dive in To my bed and let the night end Dial my therapist Then she tells me sis You can't read minds Do I deserve more than my fear tells me? Would I fly if I could go past green Gotta change my whole damn history Oh yeah Ohhhh And I try, and I try, and I try try try Ohhh And I keep, and I keep, and I keep Pulling up on all these amber lights Second guessing what I'm thinking and I'm paralyzed Running through my body feeling butterflies I know that I Can't live in black and white Pulling up on all these amber lights Don't know why I'm waiting for approval I Gotta get it going when the moment's right Cant stand in line And watch it all pass by Amber lights Amber lights Amber lights Amber lights