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Standing in My Own Way, Pt. 1
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Electronic
Standing in My Own Way, Pt. 1 was released on September 30, 2021 by Albert's Favourites as a part of the album Standing in My Own Way, Pt. 1 - Single
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Release DateSeptember 30, 2021
LabelAlbert's Favourites
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM175

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Daedelus
Daedelus
Performer
Joshua Idehen
Joshua Idehen
Performer
Miguel Atwood-Ferguson
Miguel Atwood-Ferguson
Performer
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Joshua Idehen
Joshua Idehen
Songwriter
Alfred Darlington
Alfred Darlington
Composer

Lyrics

Heartbreaks, letdowns, everybody cursin'
Decade old bonds are splitting like curtains
Will they ever get sorted? Uncertain
Everyone's a hero when they telling their version of
How best friends have turned villainy
See his name online, I simmer
Been so long I can't consider how this
Hatred's making my light dimmer
My spit thicker, my blood thinner
Man's too old to be acting this silly
But man, he started it, I only know my own hurt
Wise in the ways I've been wounded and how
This idea of revenge has been soothing
Closest bredren, hombres western
Sunset was our destiny
Now spite is all that is left of me
My pride is poison, venomous love
Decorate the afternoons with venomous thoughts
Beefing with mutuals, asking them to choose
Me or him, man there's no more to it
No ground given, no way through it
There's me there, mad King Lear
Draw bridge up on my castle of grievance
Been so long I cannot recollect how we fell out
In the first place
And with the end of the world on our case
And with the end of the world on our case
Is it worth it for the screw faces?
Water under bridge, I wrote you a letter
And I hoped you would get it
If I ever brought myself to send it
Smile and wave
As I drown under my own wave
I keep standing in my own way
Smile and wave
As I drown under my own wave
I keep standing in my own way
Our apologies in the archived drafts
Shoulda done it different but the die is cast
Telling myself you're a ghost of my past
Yet I hear the future laughing
Oh, love, what can I say?
Both drew blood at the end of the day
Nerves were frayed, foundations decayed
In the autumn's winds we swayed
I knew I loved you but I wish that I had known you
And I wish that I had known myself
'Cause I know you were trying to help
This caterpillar was still in his shell
No getting through you at the peak of your temper
Kitana leave Liu Kang dismembered
Maybe if we left us earlier
We would still have a friendship left
But we kept it plastic, Barbie and Ken
Mocked and mocked to the bitterest end
Tossed and turned 'til our garden scorched
Every gaze flung daggers, every smile was forced
Some words you can never take back
Gotten so numb, all we did was attack
Just to feel anything, to replace what we lacked
Like a few years ago, you had my back
And I had yours, how we were sure
Your hands in mine, not a thing more pure
Your loving smile now fades into lore
A remorse I can't obscure
Oh, love, I wrote you a text
Archived drafts, I dreamt that we met
Hope it's all good in your ends of the world
I said, but left on sent
Smile and wave
As I drown under my own wave
I keep standing in my own way
Smile and wave
As I drown under my own wave
I keep standing in my own way
Written by: Alfred Darlington, Ehimwenma Idehen, Joshua Idehen, Miguel Atwood-Ferguson
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