Welcome To My Pain!

You can enter my mind but you're not advised & If something happens to ya no one will hear your cries My cares gets shorter day by the day For years people changed me you made me this way Gotta get the mic some don't know what it's like I got the power surge vocally settin' it off high In your face with the bass my time ain't a waste You wanna feel tha V shut yo mouth after ya get a taste I'm falling every month nothing ever changes Deprived in my mind speaking my language I give the fight to survive on with all my might People keep bringing me down left & right This place is sickly deranged All I can say is welcome to my pain You're in another universe that's my brain Getting ya worried & panicked 'cause it's so strange My world you will see what's wrong or right & Some shit may scare ya an awful fright Things are gone & they're so used If you're the kind I hate we now begin the abuse My mind is a landmine to snap that's a fact Watch what you do & step back Pain dungeon that's from life Very strife I never ever said it was nice Didn't say it once I said it most my life In this life my back knows the weapon the knife All I ever needed was bliss I never get it & I get pissed & squeeze my fists Tha s-k-8-p-e-g-o-a-t Reaching for heaven but god must hate me A design for my bliss I can never get close I feel like an empty soul so I'ma ghost Slide the phones on to hear my message Purely put & simple so you wont be guessin' Open the door, look into my pain & See the rancid lake from where it all came When my day comes that I'm all done Should be the day I'm floating like the sun Hear the words of a depressive Y'all who judge me will learn a fuckin' lesson Hard times then I die seem to be the story I'm not going out without fightin' for glory I trusted & tried so much now it's enough The good side to me at it's end in the dust Disappointment is my cell mate I can't break out either 'cause it's hells fate Hey ya think I'm whining? Then fuck ya! Don't even listen if you're a hating punk bitch Play this music an your mind gets wrecked 4 letters motherfucker & they spell "VECT" I'll take you on a ride like when you're all boozed My own worst fate is I was born 2 lose So much to try but I feel it'll never happen Because my life always has that weak traction So much pain I could write a book Come see the hated 1 & take a look Welcome to the Pain of Tha V-E-C-T Welcome to the Pain of Maniacal V