Another Silent Night

I know I should be sleeping but its too heavy in my chest My fingertips are freezing walking down Caribou West I gotta see that stone It ain't () No place has been home without you in it Christmas on the farm back when a small farm could survive House was always warm When you were still alive And we wouldn't open presents Til after morning chores I hardly see that side of the family anymore Wish I was at a carnival In the middle of July I wish there was a thunderstorm lighting up the skies Too bad they picked up the tracks No freight train roaring by Cause I can't stand another silent night I can't stand another silent night By now I thought I'd have babies And through their eyes, I'd see the seasons Every time I try love Somebody was leaving Now I'm cursing at the radio Playing those old songs Swear it wasn't long ago I'd sing along I'd sing along Wish I was at a carnival In the middle of July I wish there was a thunderstorm lighting up the skies Too bad they picked up the tracks No freight train roaring by Cause I can't stand another silent night I can't stand another silent night I can't stand another silent night