The Rush

My baby's got a girl in California Holding my salvation in her eyes Found another reason to ignore I Gotta find a way to speak my mind My baby's got a history of lying So I lie here waiting for the truth Found my faith in wishing I was dying Thinking about the rush I felt The rush I felt with you The rush I felt with you The rush I felt with you The rush I felt with you My baby only shows up after midnight I only ever see him in the dark He told me I look best in the moonlight 'Cause he likes it when I fall apart But sometimes I wonder if everything's fate Then I wake up alone and the world around me shakes I don't feel alive without going insane It's that rush I felt The rush I felt with you The rush I felt with you The rush I felt with you The rush I felt with you But if I cover my eyes and hold my breath Then maybe I can hold on to what is left And maybe I can pretend I don't regret Letting you go, letting you go, letting you Cover my eyes, pretend I'm gone Then maybe I can get home until the dawn And maybe I can forget that it was wrong Letting you go, letting you go, letting you But if I cover my eyes and hold my breath Then maybe I can hold on to what is left And maybe I can pretend I don't regret Letting you go, letting you go, letting you Cover my eyes, pretend I'm gone Then maybe I can get home until the dawn And maybe I can forget that it was wrong Letting you go, letting you go, letting you Cover my eyes, pretend I'm gone Then maybe I can get home until the dawn And maybe I can forget that it was wrong Letting you go, letting you go, letting you go