Hold Myself

You stayed with me through it all In my darkest nights you'd call Talk me down off a ledge and swear it was nothing Forgave the things I hate That I had the power to change Somewhere in between love and words and even touching It's times like this I ache for you I hold myself when the night's over I stroke my hair just to remember Go into the night to find somebody just to get to you Feign love Conjure you up like a fool It's the best I can do Delete everything I write Regret the guilt implied I only wish that I had loved you better The city clings like a stranger Without you I can't tame her Floating like Ophelia down the river I hold myself when the night's over I stroke my hair just to remember Go into the night to find somebody just to get to you Feign love Conjure you up like a fool It's the best I can do Feign love Conjure you up like a fool It's the best I can do