Offering

I am softening This my offering I been off again I been on again I been wrong but then I been right Grounded in the soil, but I'm boutta take flight Maybe I'm too loyal Maybe I'm too spoiled Maybe I got time Not tryna waste mine Look at the case files They say it's a mistrial But they never do shit Say they can't prove it But that's been the blueprint I just gotta take take take take mine I been on the late late late late grind I'm back outside Rocket to the moon, baby that's the feeling I been chasing for a minute But I never get it I often regret all my split decisions Maybe I need time I am home again I am calm again I can't feel no pain I am whole again At night, my thoughts leak Soaking the bedsheets Solidify to concrete that weighs me down A hundred thousand pounds I hear a hundred thousand sounds splashing Crashing with no compassion I'm always surprised at your reaction And my inaction You pull me close like there's nothing left to happen This passion replaces laughing Wrapped in satin I'm jaded I just gotta take take take take mine I been on the late late late late grind Back outside I am softening This my offering I am home again I am calm again I am whole again I can't feel no pain I am softening This my offering I been wrong but then I been whole again