I've been crying every day over what I'm supposed to say
Whenever I'm in someone's company
I know it isn't them at all they must hate talking to a wall
But my reaction always is to freeze
I can't translate what's in my brain
Oh no I must seem so lame
Sometimes I wonder why I bother
It can really end up awful when you try talking to me
My thoughts just trail off to oblivion
There is no hope in fitting in if I can't even speak
I keep on trying trying trying
Yeah I'm Really Really prying but the words just go away
And then I don't know what to say
All I know is that I'm tired
Yeah I'm always fucking tired
And I can't get some rest for free
I know it's the scary people
I know you're just scared of people
