Me Sometimes

I wish I wasn’t me sometimes

Wish I had a better attitude when I’m hanging with my dudes

But it’s hard to be free sometimes

When you got a fucked up self esteem,

And there’s nothing you can do

I can get a bit extreme sometimes

Please don’t ask me how I’m holding up

Imma probably lie to y’all and say that everything’s good.

Everything’s—

I think I know what I like now

Dirty ass sneakers, riding bikes down

5th and Alameda with my eyes low,

Barely getting sleep cause I don’t know how

Heavy breathing fogging up my bifocals

Still tryna figure out my pronouns

Call me what you want but not tonight though

I know you think we’re cool but maybe slow down

Cause I don’t get attached too fast

Well anymore

Also not easily impressed

Well anymore

Lately I’ve been feeling kinda stressed

A little too much.

From my best friends to women, and family to business

I hate speaking up cause I know no one’s listening at all...

Man I wish I wasn’t me sometimes

Wish I had a better attitude when I’m hanging with my dudes

But it’s hard to be free sometimes

When you got a fucked up self esteem,

And there’s nothing you can do

I can get a bit extreme sometimes

Please don’t ask me how I’m holding up

Imma probably lie to y’all and say that everything’s good.

Everything’s—

The simplest pleasures,

That consumed my mind, is now replaced with depression

I saw all the signs and I still I gave it no effort

Tried speaking my mind, it’s my freedom of expression.

I’m trying my bestest

Bro fuck where my head is

I’m on the right path, but bumpy roads makes it endless

And when I detour, I stay alone and feel restless

I’ve been skipping meals. When’s the last time I ate breakfast?

I hate what I’m blessed with

Cause I don’t get attached too fast...

Anymore (anymore, anymore, anymore)

Also not easily impressed

Anymore (anymore, anymore, anymore)

Lately I’ve been feeling kinda stressed

A little too much

From my best friends to women, and family to business

I hate speaking up cause I know no ones listening at all

Man I wish I wasn’t me sometimes

Wish I had a better attitude when I’m hanging with my dudes

But it’s hard to be free sometimes

When you got a fucked up self esteem

And there’s nothing you can do

I can get a bit extreme sometimes

Please don’t ask me how I’m holding up

Imma lie to myself and say that everything’s good

Everything’s, everything’s

Man I wish I wasn’t me sometimes

Wish I had a better attitude when I’m hanging with my dudes

But it’s hard to be free sometimes

When you got a fucked up self esteem

And there’s nothing you can do

I can get a bit extreme sometimes

Please don’t ask me how I’m holding up

Imma lie to myself and say that everything’s good

Everything’s, everything is good