It starts as it always does
You wanted it all
But fear inoculates, and the mountain is too tall
But I wanted to prove to you
That I could grow
So you'll never rely on me, and its starting to show
I feel it come back again
When you enter the room
The only thing that I know is it'll be over soon
And my hands rush and shake in fits
And I wonder why
I'm never quite comfortable being alright
Well it shows, I'm not ready to be
What I said I could be
And there was nothing that I could do to make it alright
