Pain Paints Paintings

(LexNour) (Pendo killed the beat) All the pain and the dead weight That I've mastered is calling me sensei I've been trippin' so much, I need free mind Like the thoughts in my head are expense-paid Every time that they look me in my eyes They see anger engulfed in a dense flame That can burn down a city of lost souls And then circle the earth in like ten days You don't know what I been through, you couldn't even guess (guess) I was lost in a state of mind, you couldn't find if I gave an address (address) I was givin' them FaceTime, but the time faced was a non-connect (connect) I've been on to the next move, they all check mine like we're playin' chess Fuck you, man, it's no regrets I been there, and I won't forget (forget) I know what it feels like to get shit on and get no respect (I know) When the people you love don't believe until they see a cheque (yeah) So, I'm throwin' the peace sign in the meantime, man, I must confess Fuck you, man, it's no regrets I'm off that I said that I been that I said, "I was comin'," I pulled right up on 'em, and now I'ma spin back (skrrt) I'm in emergency, C-dispatch So, when I arrive in the room, I get pushed to the front with no kick back, yeah You cannot minimize every second and every minute I'm workin' (I'm workin') I see the tweets, but I know you ain't eatin', because you can't eat if you're chirpin' All of the pain that I burden is one of a kind and two for certain Three of four, the most important reasons why my raps are sermons Fourth, I'm learnin' to cope with the pain while I navigate fame I paint these paintings painfully right on my window pane The blood that spills is tainted, stained and filled with my disdain This strokes evoke that burnin' flame That circles earth in all my rage, and washes souls who've lost their- You don't know what I been through, you couldn't even guess (guess) I was lost in a state of mind, you couldn't find if I gave an address (address) I was givin' them FaceTime, but the time faced was a non-connect (connect) I've been on to the next move, they all check mine like we're playin' chess Fuck you, man, it's no regrets You don't know what I been through, you couldn't even guess (guess) I was lost in a state of mind, you couldn't find if I gave an address (address) I was givin' them FaceTime, but the time faced was a non-connect (connect) I've been on to the next move, they all check mine like we're playin' chess Fuck you, man, it's no regrets So, keep checkin' (please), I cut 'em like C-sections (facts) I ain't fuckin' with pussies, you come out the stomach And then it's a beheadin', yeah We don't relate, I've aborted the fake and the rest of you weak tenants Get adopted or I'm drinking poison, and prayin' to God The birth is a miscarriage, fuck Bitch, I'm a sinner, my blood is the paint, you can get baptized I remember the days I was nothin' And I got 'em stored in my mind like a flash drive, yeah I see the fear in they eyes when I speak, and I know as I pass by, yeah That life is a bitch, and I'm fuckin' her raw, and it's straight in the backside, yeah I make a move, they're checkin' me on top, so they can't get ahead of me Stirrin' the pot, I'm in the stud', writin' a mix and I got the recipe My pain is the source of energy, no shortcuts headed to destiny Ain't gotta cheque, don't even check for me, you can get lost like an identity My thoughts roam, my GPS is the pain from the past that I cannot heal And when I write these words, they drive my brain to a place that I cannot feel My emotions spring, then fall, the seasons change and then reveal But all my pain was just the focus needed, used to the steer the wheel You don't know what I been through, you couldn't even guess (guess) I was lost in a state of mind, you couldn't find if I gave an address (address) I was givin' them FaceTime, but the time faced was a non-connect (connect) I've been on to the next move, they all check mine like we're playin' chess Fuck you, man, it's no regrets You don't know what I been through, you couldn't even guess (guess) I was lost in a state of mind, you couldn't find if I gave an address (address) I was givin' them FaceTime, but the time faced was a non-connect (connect) I've been on to the next move, they all check mine like we're playin' chess Fuck you, man, it's no regrets