This Fractured Mind

Reeling from the moment I stumbled on the life we left behind Crippling innuendo Unaffiliated but waiting on the side Drew a line Slightly undermined But I want to find Meaning, motion And help me out I can't seem to dream about Anything I can defend I wonder now and then D'you think that I could simulate My life, but done a better way In this fractured mind Fractured, fractured mind I get to feeling turned around And turned around again Blinding lights a-flashing Down the Garden State Parkway of your mind One last call for alcohol A night that's for the books and then you die Faster now Spiraling and crashing now Waking on the cold hard ground Worth it, it's worth it Perpetual Pseudo-intellectual Kicking 'round your town again I wonder now and then D'you think that I could simulate My life, but done a better way In this fractured mind Fractured, fractured mind I get to feeling turned around And turned around again I'm not the one, not the one Not the one, I'm not the one Can you believe I'm not the one Not the one, not the one I'm not the one Staring out the window At every living thing I'm passing by We've reached the end Standing on the edge of it Thinking back I can't complain But I wonder now and then D'you think that I could simulate My life, but done a better way In this fractured mind Fractured, fractured mind I get to feeling turned around And turned around again