Burnt and Worn Out

I used to think before I spoke but now I just want to laugh Still caught up in the things that happened to me in the past The smell of roses And yoga poses These little things are inconvenient and bring me right back I just wanna go back So I tell myself I think too much And I swear to God I'll stop this but I got high And it felt right But then I got too high And that was the end of my night I laid in my car for two hours Listening to the same song on repeat And I realized I'm still not the person That I always wanted to be I used to love all your jokes but now I stare into space What once was funny now is just a dirty slap to the face "Your hair is too long" I think that you're wrong Cuz every word that leaves your mouth gives me a bitter taste Yeah they're burnt and worn out So I tell myself I'll sleep tonight But that's a lie I will not fight I got high And it felt right But then I got too high And that was the end of my night I laid in my car for two hours Listening to the same song on repeat And I realized I'm still not the person That I'd always wanted to be I miss the way things used to be The pointless nights and meaningless feelings I miss the way things used to be Cuz all I have now are terrible feelings I miss the way things used to be The pointless nights and meaningless feelings I miss the way things used to be Cuz all I feel now are terrible feelings I miss the way things used to be (I miss the way things used to be) The pointless nights and meaningless feelings (The pointless nights and meaningless feelings) I miss the way things used to be (I miss the way things used to be) Cuz all I feel now are terrible feelings (Cuz all I feel now are terrible feelings) I miss the way things used to be (I miss the way things used to be) The pointless nights and meaningless feelings (The pointless nights and meaningless feelings) So fuck this God damn this sucks