Mad

I meant what I said If only in my head If only in my bed But I screamed it to the mirror And I wrote it in a letter He won't hear it but it really made me feel better It built up inside I took it to the grave With most things I would say Are lying in a pile They've been there for a while I should probably go and sort it out But sometimes I feel like a child And oh, I know I really could do better for myself Oh, and oh, I know I really could do better The secrets I hide Are better left unsaid They're safer in my head 'Cause I don't want to start a fire I feel like all the burning Might cloud up all the reasoning I had inside for holding on to all these burdens Oh, I know I really could do better for myself Oh, and oh, I know I really could do better I've got a million things I believe I really never say anything I think 'Cause I'm scared they'll be mad at me I'm scared they'll be mad at me Oh Oh