One Eight Seven

It's so nice sitting very still In a room where no one else can feel The pain that breaks my heart each day I'm not okay Sunlight shining through my window Let's me know that I'm still alive But why did I ever let you inside my heart? I'm such a fool I paint my face in shades of blood and gray And take a seat right next to me But I should have known that you were a killer But now I'm dead A gaping hole, shot through my heart A lost connection from your poison dart Shot from your tongue to end my life But if you're blowing at the fire to light your strife You'll never know, oh yeah You'll never know, oh no The hardest thing about dying is Knowing you'll never see the light of day A gaping hole, shot through my heart A lost connection from your poison dart My head now spins and my ears bleed gold I try so fuckin' hard, but I can't fit your mold The hardest thing about dying is Knowing you'll never see the light of day The hardest thing about dying is Knowing you'll never see the light of day You ripped my heart out, you tore my eyes out Now you're gonna pay I'll stab you one time, I'll eat your heart out So you feel my pain Don't you know that I always see you in all of my dreams? I wanna kill you I wanna kill you now I'm insane I wanna kill you I wanna kill you now I'm insane I wanna kill you I wanna kill you now I'm insane