New Discomfort

Show me something pretty Pry open my eyes Show me something pretty That says I'll make it out alive Surrender to a new discomfort I don't know a fucking thing about myself I don't know what I'm capable of feeling now Do I even know of love Can I understand enough Slowly spoken panic surely It will be the death of me I know, I know That I don't want to do this anymore Running from the things I was before Giving in to everything and more Leave behind the sparse and empty But it's moving quick and it might catch me I could make it out, but it's unlikely So I've got to stay and surrender, surrender Leave the lights on low And let the white noise glow And radiate, I lie and wait For the night to let me go Can I do this Should I even try If I say I will and never do Will that mean I've lied I know, I know That I don't want to do this anymore Running from the things I was before Giving in to everything and more Leave behind the sparse and empty But it's moving quick and it might catch me I could make it out, but it's unlikely So I've got to stay and surrender, surrender I'll never leave this place But I won't stick around I know it feels the worst Giving in to new discomforts I'll never leave this place But I won't stick around I know it feels the worst Giving in to new discomforts Show me something pretty Pry open my eyes Show me something pretty That says I'll make it out alive I know, I know That I don't want to do this anymore Running from the things I was before Giving in to everything and more Leave behind the sparse and empty But it's moving quick and it might catch me I could make it out, but it's unlikely So I've got to stay and surrender, surrender