Blue

I must be dreaming My soul must be bleeding Cause it's cold, and I'm freezing Cause I ain't got nothing, and yet I have it all If only my weakness Could come out these speakers My heart I would speak with But I ain't got nothing, and yet I have it all (all) Found a way to see the sun shining through the rain Flowers grow, I roll 'em up, it helps me ease the pain And why does every spring, gotta feel the same The sky's nice and blue, if only they knew That I'm dreaming (dreaming, dreaming) And my soul is bleeding (bleeding, bleeding) Ain't even cold, but I'm freezing (so cold) Cause I ain't got nothing, and yet I have it all (all) Stuck in the middle of giving a fuck about people's opinions I never let anyone see what I'm feeling I'm equally driven to leave When I see what people achieve When I know that they don't believe In being who they wanna be I'm leaving 'em where they will be Right there at the top of the bottom And all of that money bring problems They ain't gon' be able to solve and I know that it's all just a game I know cause I've studied and trained The people with money and fame The features that I wanna claim Thinking that it's gonna change The fact that I'm full of this sadness? The fact that I'm living the life of an addict? The fact that I always get anxious and panic When I go to think of my past, and I scan it? For all the mistakes that I've made See flashes of all of the madness Things that I'll take to the grave Reasons I hate me today I'm sitting here, questioning all of my actions Now I just long for distractions I found a way to see the sun shining through the rain Flowers grow, I roll 'em up, it helps me ease the pain And why does every spring, gotta feel the same The sky's nice and blue, if only they knew That I'm dreaming (dreaming, dreaming) And my soul is bleeding (bleeding, bleeding) Ain't even cold, but I'm freezing (so cold) Cause I ain't got nothing, and yet I have it all If only my weakness (weakness, weakness) Could come out these speakers (speakers, speakers) My heart I would speak with (my heart) But I ain't got nothing, and yet I have it all (all)