FRUSTRATION (feat. SAINT LYOR)

Frustration I been fightin' my sleep I'm swerving I don't cry but I keep on cursing I'm just tryna see my purpose No patience Thinking "how can I be so sure of it?" Figure I don't see the serpents But it might not be for certain I hate the race I just need some money can't stop till I see some (uh) Running can't keep up can't get enough I ain't been sleeping (uh) Might release in front of everyone just for my piece of mind Fixate But before I let this out? Just wait Should I confront this shit now? Its straight Maybe I should sit this out But if I don't do it now it's about to get ugly But if I don't do it now it's about to get ugly Frustration I'm stuck can't find what I'm searching Hate fixing myself I need courage I tried but it's not working No patience Been sipping I'm speaking in cursive I'm tripping I need a rehearsal I'm falling short of what's perfect Yeah Pulled up and I came unannounced Showing love with a dap and a pound Calm on the surface but I'm screaming now My shorty upset she can't figure me out Asking for help it just isn't allowed I mean that's what it feels like when your skin is brown Today I went off on somebody Cause I ain't like the way a nigga name was pronounced Stressed out finna throw in the towel X'd out I don't owe you a vowel Verbatim I created a sound Look up see my grandmother smile But I'm still going crazy cause she not around That's why I walk with my head down But if I don't do it now its about to get ugly They tryna hold me down Party don't stop All you better stop Money don't stop People don't stop No it don't stop Everybody ball Everybody ball Oh you gone- oh you wanna- Yeah you wanna ball Sometimes I lose my cool I don't know what to say Sometimes I lose my cool I don't know what to say Sometimes I lose my cool I don't know what to say Sometimes I lose my cool I don't know what to say