Over Keys

And I been holding this pain since i was adolescent

Somtimes it rain on me everytime it rain on me

I pray they make it better ever since they changed on me

I hope they movin better cause i keep that pain on me

At times i gotta suppress it/

And I been holdin this pain since i was adolescent

I got this rain on me

I cant even seem to shake it

So i handle my biz

And dont even try to wake it

So when it rain on me

Sometimes i gone let it

I gotta gone get it/

In the dark eyes closed mind wide open scopin searchin for a blessing prayin Ion miss my lesson/

Pain bleeding over ivory over keys sometimes it take a sittin down to really seed thru all the greed thats aroundin thats surroundin Like a helichopper

Comin down feel the gust of wind movin air a whole lotta-i used to take dulottas/

Tryin to see somethin/

But really pushin buttons tryin to see somethin/

Aim good you see im never off/

I play the field in the middle

 center field without no shortstop run left and right shoot straight no shortstop middle man in the deal/

And if they short stop me ima send em home for real/

Do this for the ones who cant speak and scream/

I do this for the ones who try to speak but they cant be seen/

Them pipe dreams I used to get em off/

Assault rounds and plenty guns i used to break em off/

Them rounds went to college/

Thru ya duke to the temple and take knowledge/

Acknowledge to all the real ones/

Took a test wrote the answer next question just confessin from a real one/

Pain make me numb/

I used cut myself sometimes to remember just how it feel some/

And felt dumb after that/

Trying to figure where im at wit it/

Back at square 1/

But i aint even done

But i feel like i done did enough to gone take it back off in the house son/

Mamas only son/

Last of my line/

So gone head and cash out punch a win father time/

I swear i told my homeboy im spittin it live this time/

Adding weight like a scale and level up each time/

Peel em back til i get to the end like melon rinds/

This on my soul/

And let the rain wash my mind

Somtimes it rain on me everytime it rain on me

I pray they make it better ever since they changed on me

I hope they movin better cause i keep that pain on me

At times i gotta suppress it/

And I been holdin this pain since i was adolescent

I got this rain on me

I cant even seem to shake it

So i handle my biz

And dont even try to wake it

So when it rain on me

Sometimes i gone let it

I gotta gone get it