Overthinking Idk...

Overthinking way too much! I just wanna try everthing in matter of second No kidding,Just thinking, No buts or ands Doing just anything could be splendid Yo listen Cuz I hope ur doing ok And I know we gon make it one day! Just check it, Man fuck all of that shit Cuz we gotta be in it to win it for fuck sake! Overthinking kills and it's not for me I got so many dreams, I go back to sleep This feeling that I'm feeling it's what I envy I want perfection and u have it is what it seems It's eating me Come help me U see me and I seem happy, But that's me hiding what I go through every day I think and I have great plans Sometimes lust will intervene Temptations eating me up And if I lose God is still with me I'll be the one to remember all these times when I was no one! Just me and my phone brainstorming I'll choose the day when I'm done Bringing my 2 homeboys with me, From trailer park to shining in the dark Cuz I know imma make it one day Gimme sometime cuz there's s no need to rush Cuz ur favorite wasn't that big at first I learned how to be patient The longer u work the harder the struggle The outcome will come and it's one to remember It's a waiting game, this the land of the free Remember me As T.N.L.C Got this all done at 17 And my prime will be til I hit 50 Overthinking kills and it's not for me I got so many dreams, I go back to sleep This feeling that I'm feeling it's what I envy I want perfection and u have it is what it seems Cuz I look up to u THAT'S exactly what I wanna hear And I had hard times like people dissing me people leaving me, u get it The only person who will shit on me is me Fuck ur opinion,as well as urs Not to be rude, that's how I'm feeling Trust me, that's how I'm living The pain that u feel rn won't compare to the joy that is yet to come Ima stop attending church And still have faith in my king and my God These things in life will trick u Make u think In certain beliefs Religions can be corrupt I'll still respect ya for who u believe Cuz I know that I judge too And it's ok to be looking different No one said this life shit easy Keep pushing and you'll see where it's heading I'll never mislead my people And yeah I can get ignorant But it's up to me to feel great too And u know by now ima kill it! 3,2,1 Go Overthinking kills and it's not for me I got so many dreams, I go back to sleep This feeling that I'm feeling it's what I envy I want perfection and u have it is what it seems