So Far Away

I am right here with you I couldn't be more close Pretending that I'm in this moment When I'm only a ghost I listen to the words you're saying Words I'm fighting to believe It's like I'm living from a distance Where you're out of reach I wanna feel it Wanna mean it when I say it Can you hear me at all? And I feel so far away Far away from everything Outside wandering When I get lost I throw my arms up in the air And why do I disappear? How can your love be so close When I'm so far away? Remember when you found me drowning You pulled me from the deepest end I promised that I'd never leave you And now I'm drowning again It's killing me with every breath Witnessing the life I've left Only you know who I am I'm reaching out my hand I wanna feel it Wanna mean it when I say it Can you hear me at all? And I feel so far away Far away from everything Outside wandering When I get lost I throw my arms up in the air And why do I disappear? How can your love be so close When I'm so far away? And I don't wanna waste time Living a half life Are you listening Yeah give it back to me I remember everything The way it used to be Yeah give it back to me Yeah give it back to me I hear your voice But inside I'm lost And I feel so far away Far away from everything Outside wandering When I get lost I throw my arms up in the air And why do I disappear? How can your love be so close When I'm so far away?