Before I Sleep

I watch you blowing smoke Turning right over and I hope That you forgot that I Once was an angel The tiny lights are on I think you forgot where I'm from 'Cause if I fell I know Your arms would push me further down But still I feel I'd never hit the ground Boy I know as well as you that this isn't trust It's just you playing games with me That you think I will never see Come on you know as well as me that I've had enough It's not the memory that's killing me It's touch See I forget my ways I'm way too deep in your embrace You wipe away my tears And i play happy Oh what's the reason we're still out? It's way too late to mess around It's time for me to leave Your touch won't let me But fuck it, I'mma go ('Cause you don't hold me down) Boy I know as well as you that this isn't trust It's just you playing games with me That you think I will never see Come on you know as well as me that I've had enough It's not the memory that's killing me It's touch And everything I do Before I sleep I'll say to you All the mysterious in black and blue I'm telling you Before I sleep I knew Boy I know as well as you that this isn't trust It's just you playing games with me That you think I will never see Come on you know as well as me that I've had enough It's not the memory that's killing me It's touch Boy I know as well as you that this isn't trust It's just you playing games with me That you think I will never see And you know as well as me that I've had enough It's not the memory that's killing me It's touch