Kindled Costumes (feat. Anaís Azul)

I speak this without being bitter Healing takes time and now I'm seeing clearer My first memories are Full of neglect, abuse Trauma and scars I'm healing Generational curses My mother's mental neurosis My father's heroin doses Foster homes and then homeless Monsters are real He came every night Just to fill me with fear I'm amazed that I'm here Counting blessings each year Keep my ancestors near Spirit guides let them steer Divine right crystal clear And if you're not here It's cause you're toxic as fuck And enough is enough I had no choice but to be tough Grew like a lotus From muddy waters and darkness I learned to be soft Strong roots and scars And even on those darkest nights My beauty's seen from the stars My beauty is seen There is strength In the things I've lived There is strength In my gentleness My gentleness My aura's infinite like nebula Sent to Atabey I hail from the Boricua Y Mira no soy pendeja What doesn't serve me I leave Before it sinks me en la Tierra I used to hate my body Binging and purging And purging the pain Now I moisturize my back fat And dimples on my ass fat With love that's divine I honor my gaze Respect my God body Or get the fuck out my way Some days I struggle Meditate to stay humble Pick myself when I stumble My vision set on tunnel And listen If you caused me pain I forgive you I love you But also fuck you And I pray for you I thank you For the lessons I gained I'm hype At shows now people know my name I struggle with my worth And I'm still learning to love me first I hope the same for you And always know your worth My beauty is seen There is strength In the things I've lived There is strength In my gentleness My gentleness I'm learning I'm flawed I'm growing my heart Perfection is false My mind is enough My body's enough My beauty is seen There is strength In my gentleness There is strength In the things I've lived There is strength In my gentleness My gentleness