Lost In The Grandeur

Hey you, what are you doing? Laugh as you tear out my heart The pain is so stimulating, I've been too numb from the start Why can't I defend? Tear all these demons apart Who knows if it's really better, I threw it out for some parts (So lost in the grandeur) Help me find my way I know this all sounds so cliché But I've done everything you say I'm so fed up with who I portray So lost in the grandeur Sad things fly all around me, welcoming sight from the past Somehow they make me feel something even if it doesn't last So I do anything to be able to get away Bad things always flock to me, it seems to be that way (So lost in the grandeur) Help me find my way I know this all sounds so cliché But I've done everything you say I'm so fed up with who I portray So lost in the grandeur Oh, there's that sound It's constant and profound What's it gonna do today? What kinda joy will it steal away? Oh no, then I'm going down And I'm losing my grip Always caught up in it That the truth is all lies It builds up inside I fucking hate this every day Something painful, something grave Can't go on living this way I won't let you take this Keep on trying, motherfucker Help me find my way I know this all sounds so cliché But I've done everything you say I'm so fed up with who I portray So lost in the grandeur So lost in the grandeur So lost in the grandeur