Half Hour

I walk around for one half hour My thinking's clear at night In all the worlds I think I hear you Soothing all the time I've been let off of work today But all my plans are flakes You're scared and it's feels unfair But maybe I'll be brave I think I need you when I die When I've got no one on my side I think about it all the time When I need to Get back when I see through lies This time I scream until I cry Then laugh for hours Like we folded in half I think about it all the time When I leave you it won't be a clean goodbye I never found a stead refusal Like gritted through my teeth You give me time for when I'm sinking When I fail to please Fighting off your lack of prowess You smell like cigarettes Reminded me of what you withdrew When I hitched my bets Slow down Show me what you've seen No I can't think of you I'll only stay so you'll feel ok But maybe I should move I think I need you when I die When I've got no one on my side I think about it all the time When I need to Get back when I see through lies This time I scream until I cry Then laugh for hours Like we folded in half I think about it all the time When I leave you it won't be a clean goodbye Look you say We gotta stay warm Well gotta stay calm Oh embrace You got me but I can't tell if you are trying or not I think I need you when I die When I've got no one on my side I think about it all the time When I need to Get back when I see through lies This time I scream until I cry Then laugh for hours Like we folded in half I think about it all the time When I leave you it won't be a clean goodbye