Closest I've Ever Been

I hate to bring up these memories

Feels like we should be celebrating us ending

It’s so weird to get older without you

But I feel like I know you

Know me better after all we’ve been through

And it ain’t fair

After all this time to call you

There’s no hate there

But I needed to say that

Just cause it’s over doesn’t mean it’s all bad

There\'s something beautiful \'bout the mess that we had

Maybe I misdiagnosed us but I’m not even mad

Looking back you\'re still the closest

The closest that I’ve ever been

I saw you called you should know

I’m with somebody new

I don’t know if they’re the one

I’m comparing them to you

And I’m still pretty angry

I’ll admit I was waiting to hear you

say the things that I’m feeling too

And it ain’t fair

After all this time to call me

There’s no hate there

But I needed you to say that

Just cause it’s over doesn’t mean it’s all bad

There\'s something beautiful \'bout the mess that we had

Maybe I misdiagnosed us but I’m not even mad

Looking back you\'re still the closest

The closest that I’ve ever been

Ooh

And it ain\'t fair after all this time to call you

There\'s no hate there, but I needed you to say that

I misdiagnosed us, but I\'m not even mad

Looking back you\'re still the closest, the closest that I\'ve ever been

Just cause it’s over doesn’t mean it’s all bad

There\'s something beautiful \'bout the mess that we had

Maybe I misdiagnosed us but I’m not even mad

Looking back you\'re still the closest

The closest that I’ve ever been