Steady

Looking at my life through a lens Thinkin about the shit I never did But I woke up next to something beautiful And now I'm sitting here Asking why I'm so fucking miserable You see Fucking anxiety Gets the best of me I just signed a deal But I still can't breathe Fucking stupid lies that I tell myself I'm choking Smiling on the outside When inside I need Help I'm sorry I'm sorry that I Have to tell you That I'm not fine I just Need a Second To catch My breathe And Lift My arms We'll be Alright Now that you know me Need you steady I just Need a Second To catch My breathe And Lift My arms We'll be Alright Lost my father in the middle of a summer But I found my brother and we felt that shit together That's the glue That I need to keep myself together Now I'm thinking about old friends Wish I still knew them I'm sorry I'm sorry that I Don't check up I hope you're fine I still Think about those Summer Nights we Got drunk And high Singin Fuck love Now that you know me Need you steady I just Need a Second To catch My breathe And Lift My arms We'll be Alright Next time you see me Hope that you're steady I just Need a Second To catch My breathe And Lift My arms We'll be Alright Yeah I lost that deal Fucking made me ill They say watch out for the holy Tell me that ain't real But I fucking hate this act That's why I move slow Maybe from the knife in my back From a friend, don't ask I should be in love When I think about it all I don't really think about the shit that I have lost When I do I wanna scream And take these pills and end it But instead I stare at my reflection Tell myself I fucking love it all Now that you know me Need you steady I just Need a Second To catch My breathe And Lift My arms We'll be Alright Next time you see me Hope that you're steady I just Need a Second To catch My breathe And Lift My arms We'll be Alright Yeah I'm gonna be Gonna be alright Yeah no matter what you hear I'm fine I just Need a Second To catch My breathe And Lift My arms We'll be Alright Now that you know me I need you I need you steady