Dark Days

I know I gotta say this to ya face before I hit the road I don't think what we have could go for long Cause I been in the studio for days and you just acting like that's finna change But you don't understand when I'm on stage I ain't really trynna entertain I'm just trynna spill that pain The people say they fuck with me I just hope they relate Cause I done been through dark dark days full of panic Demons tug on my heart strings now I'm abandoned I done cut so many people off I keep a bandage My life different I just hope you understand it I remember late nights in my bed listening to Billie Eilish gathering my pain and problems to reflect in my dreams Now Im on a beat wit Billie Eilish as the sample take me higher as I gather my pain and problems to project on a beat I don't light the blunt to cope wit pain like a normal individual I light the blunt to show how my life could be better Spiritually I see that my life is almost over That's why I conversate with demons that resign on my left shoulder Sometimes I pour up the potion Hennessy mixed wit the Cola Take a sip and I unload all my pain on a microphone My demons tell me I'm lonely I see the logic in that statement But how could I be alone when my whole world been full of haters