Fever Dream

It feels like there's poison in my bones and blood A darkness floods my head sometimes I'm paralyzed from things unseen From deep inside of me I feel so weak and anxious Every time I wake up I can't get through a single day Without some kind of made up fantasy Why do I feel its all my fault I was built too strong to fall apart A stray cat stuck in the rain I tried to get an early start But now I have this heavy heart It weighs me down every day Fever dream you're really helping to Ease the pains when the world starts melting Try, try, try just to forget everything Disassociate and fade away I can't focus on anything Delusional, what a pleasant sting A space cadet some would say I crashed head first into the street Broken bones and bloody teeth Now I can't get back on my feet (Can't get back on my feet) Fever dream you're really helping to Ease the pains when the world starts melting Try, try, try just to forget everything I try, try, try just to forget everything And fade away