Sabotage

I worry a lot The voice in my head Says I'm not worthy of love I don't understand So I ignore every thought Like a relative I don't get along with Yeah Yeah Yeah (Ha, yeah) Every time I get out of my bed Take a second for me to feel ready Skip the mirror It's never made anything clearer It always makes me heavy I don't wanna sabotage myself Sabotage myself Sabotage Sabotage I don't wanna sabotage myself Sabotage myself Sabotagе Sabotage Sick of feeling like Decеmber in the summer time Sick of drinking malt liquor 'stead of boujee wine Subliminally I'm feelin' Like I got my feet on the ceilin' Straight stompin' cause I want something better (Woo!) I don't wanna wake up and be older With all of these chips on my shoulder I think I might change myself instead (Then do it) At least I hope I can! I don't wanna sabotage myself Sabotage myself Sabotage Sabotage I don't wanna sabotage myself Sabotage myself Sabotage Sabotage (Yeah) We all have our bad days Just wanna be happy Nobody's alone Let's make it a joke And keep it laughing I'm ready to be enough The pessimistic touch It's gonna be dope It's gonna be dope It's gonna be dope! I don't wanna sabotage myself Sabotage myself Sabotage Sabotage I don't wanna sabotage myself Sabotage myself Sabotage Sabotage (Eee ya) I'm worthy of love And I am enough I'm not gonna sabotage myself