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When I Was Suicidal
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When I Was Suicidal was released on November 26, 2021 by BITEKI as a part of the album When I Was Suicidal - Single
ReleasedNovember 26, 2021
LabelBITEKI
LanguageEnglish
BPM162
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy

Lyrics

I always felt so numb
I'm never good enough for you
I swear this all went wrong
How do I keep holding on!
Where were you when I was suicidal
(I'm always breaking down when no one’s around)
Just something to use till you recycle
(Don’t want you around I need to leave this town)
Never knew when I was young I’d have to lose it all
(Now I bite my tongue)
Where were you when I was suicidal
(I'm always breaking down when no one’s around)
Let me out
End this aching burning inside of my chest
There's no way out
I can't find a reason to wake up and let it out
I know its not in my head
But I'm just losing my senses
It keeps coming in waves
I knew that you never meant it
Took a knife to my heart
Rather gun to my head
But I don't wanna ever see you again
You can't wait for love but I just hate myself
And all those bl**d-stained stories give you
Nothing but a taste of empathy
Where were you when I was suicidal
(I'm always breaking down when no one’s around)
Just something to use till you recycle
(Don’t want you around I need to leave this town)
Never knew when I was young I’d have to lose it all
(Now I bite my tongue)
Where were you when I was suicidal
(I'm always breaking down when no one’s around)
Do I fade away to nothing
(To nothing)
And I swear this past few years
Swear there crushing
Crushing me!
I told myself I'd never give it all up
But ever since I was a kid no one cared enough
Now all the damage is done
And I don't wanna keep running away
(Away)
Run away from this, feeling tonight
And if you can't hear me it's fine
I'm just a sacrifice!
Where were you when I was suicidal
(I'm always breaking down when no one’s around)
Just something to use till you recycle
(Don’t want you around I need to leave this town)
Never knew when I was young I’d have to lose it all
(Now I bite my tongue)
Where were you when I was suicidal
(I'm always breaking down when no one’s around)
Where were you when I was suicidal
(I'm always breaking down when no one’s around)
Just something to use till you recycle
(Don’t want you around I need to leave this town)
Never knew when I was young I’d have to lose it all
(Now I bite my tongue)
Where were you when I was suicidal
(I'm always breaking down when no one’s around)
Written by: Anthony Sidoti, vagrxnt vagrxnt

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