Everyone Disappears

Call you up

And I feel sick

Save your breath

We’ll talk when I get home

You sure know the right things to say

But I just can’t hear

This is the year

That everyone disappears

Forget it all

I’ve lost track of the days

Why can’t I remember anything?

I should be happy

Tell me now

How do I fix my brain?

Because friends aren’t friends when you need them

And I guess you can just leave for no reason

Chew me up with your medicine

And throw me out

When no one’s watching

I’ll always miss you

At least the you, you used to be

Forget it all

I’ve lost track of the days

Why can’t I remember anything?

I should be happy

Tell me now

How do I fix my brain?

Torn to shreds

And thrown away

I wouldn’t kill you in the same way

Even on our worst days

I give and you take

I want nothing

Because it’s always something

So I’ll

Sleep it all away

Out of sight

And I’m out of my mind

I’m so sick of flowers

And saying everything will be alright

Because it won’t be

There’s dirt on the lilies

And I’m holding into what we used to be

Take my hand

And feel my skin

My light died

There’s only cold where the warmth had been

I’d see right through you

But I can’t see

Blinded by sun drenched, clipped, translucent wings

Everyone disappears