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Self Aware
Hip-Hop/Rap
Self Aware was released on October 19, 2020 by 1395703 Records DK as a part of the album Self Aware
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Release DateOctober 19, 2020
Label1395703 Records DK
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM125

Credits

COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Jake Paron
Jake Paron
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Mack Martin
Mack Martin
Producer

Lyrics

Let me write what's been going on lately
Working on myself but I feel like I still hate me
Each day I can't find me yet strangely
I'm getting more self aware on the daily
It's crazy but all the madness bottled up
Is fire for my rhymes like I got all the luck
I want to be free but I only feel stuck
Talked to God last night and he said don't give up
So I woke up and put my game face on
Skipping my job to make eight songs
No one thinks I'll make it like Jake hang on
If you believed in me then I would say thanks mom
Thanks dad too bad I don't have a brake pad
There's no stopping if I stay mad
My fam doesn't seem to make great fans
So I sit alone and I make plans
To be the best rapper alive in the game
Though I may never rise to the fame
Right now I barely survive all the pain
Really ain't no surprise I'm insane
Blame me if I try to go pro
Ask what I wanna do I say I don't know
But deep down I do I just wanna flow
Write everyday until I'm out of control
Don't speak to me I'm not in the mood
What's wrong with me well I wish I knew
I apologize if you think I'm rude
But I don't make sense I won't give you two
I'll give you me but maybe only half
The other half of me I save it for the trash
That's where my anger belongs when I'm waiting to spazz
A fifty-fifty split I'm not changing as a man
I'm choosing which side I show to you
Wake up every morning and I go to school
Sit in class and I write notes to use
Just kidding these are rhymes this a vocal booth
Get up and throw my chair across the room
Sit down class let me talk to you
You know how much your education costs to you
Let me educate you on how to drop some tunes
Get out of bed with a pad and pen
Just like I said in Comprehend
Write how you feel but that's not the end
You gotta be real and not pretend
Be honest with yourself and become a man
Learning no one will understand
How you feel but on the other hand
You now can explain what you've planned
I hate myself and you know I mean this
Negative thoughts 'cause I'm an extremist
My music sucks so I won't release it
Even if it's good I'll just delete it
I see fit to only wear what I like
Baggy clothes when I share on a mic
No shirt to practice I don't care if I'm white
Wow Jake you're so arrogant right
Wrong I'm very closed off and hiding
Not prideful just show off for rhyming
Be more open those thoughts I'm trying
But if I need to be alone don't stop my timing
I'm finding the way I process thoughts
Defines the way that I got lost
My mind is pacing over and across
A bridge that never ends or stops
I know I've said I can't explain
The way I am but I play no games
I drive around I don't stay in lanes
Swerve in yours and break your fame
It's not my fault you came to a halt
I got lots of songs inside my vault
I got a new name like I installed
Jake 2.0 and erased default
Let's take a pic turn my camera on
That line I can't take action on
This is me not some random song
If you know the lyrics well then rap along
My mind is clouded like an atom bomb
Burn without stopping like the Amazon
So anxious I can't fathom calm
I'm creatively mad and strong
Gone getting lost in my my conflicting thoughts
Feelings are the worst when they conflict a lot
Trying to figure if I should commit or not
I know I should but my convictions fought
That I'm self aware what I need to change
My blood wants to bleed through veins
Held down in thoughts can't break these chains
I'm self aware but I'll stay the same
Written by: Jake Paron
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