Caterpillars to Butterflies

One false move to make you lose it all

Being crossed so many times will make you sit and question your dawg

Looking how your exes did you, shit make you look at the next bitch different

A broken heart will make you question your decisions

They all say I'm changing, I'm starting to let the money control me

They hating on my success, they want me to go back to the old me

(Yeah) Love me forever, that's what they told me (That's what they told me)

Found out their intentions wasn't pure, that shit done broke me

Caterpillars turned to butterflies

Nobody isn't there when it's time to ride

Nobody ever showed up when it's time to cry

You realizing you the only one by your side

They steady screaming I'm the chosen child

I'm having anxiety attacks, I'm shutting everyone out

Sick and tired of being told lies

This life full of hurt and I don't know why

I'm sorry I just need some therapy

But when it's time to open up I close in deeply

I'm learning life at first hand, don't want to lecture me

When I be home be fighting my thoughts, can't seem to get sleep

Everyone they see me strong, inside I feel so weak

I ask the devil can I leave the streets, he said I'm in too deep

For everyone, all my ****, I just hope they don't catch a side of envy

Don't focus on today, this is just the beginning

I'm trying hard to escape before it's way too late

Momma stressing on my feelings, she know I'm not okay

And then I get to smiling and shit

While she looking at me she can tell from my eyes

I just be wanting to break down, y'nam sayin'?

Caterpillars turned to butterflies

Nobody isn't there when it's time to ride

Nobody ever showed up when it's time to cry

You realizing you the only one by your side

They steady screaming I'm the chosen child

I'm having anxiety attacks, I'm shutting everyone out

Sick and tired of being told lies

This life full of hurt and I don't know why

Sometimes I feel I be the only one feeling hurt

I was 14 feeling pain when I bury my own dawg up in the dirt

Watching the pallbearers carry his casket, that's when I know this love not lasting

Last time I seen Quando in the car, next I seen his face on a shirt

Seen my TT on a dying bed, I'm wishing that I die today (I swear to god)

Keep everything bottled up, it's just not healthy

She said, baby, I could help you (What)

I responded I'm so broken baby, maybe in the next life I can heal (Pray for me)

Mentally and physically abused, reminiscing about my past

Good luck I never had

Relying on my soul, think it's time to give my soul a break

God please don't let the devil take my soul away

Caterpillars turned to butterflies

Nobody isn't there when it's time to ride

Nobody ever showed up when it's time to cry

You realizing you the only one by your side

They steady screaming I'm the chosen child

I'm having anxiety attacks, I'm shutting everyone out

Sick and tired of being told lies

This life full of hurt and I don't know why