What If Im Wrong

What if I'm wrong What do I have What am I then Or what is the end I'm lost I gave it my all You clearly defined that I could absorb the cost According to you If I choose to refuse then the rest of my futures gone So what if I'm wrong Am I a vessel of evil encased In genuine love for the person that hates me Ready to help but with wrong intentions I am the one your ashamed to mention Should I react Or should I retract and mentally back this If I was back Would I be me What would you do Or What would you see I'm Laughing Cause even on your good side I could never get right I was living your life wow I couldn't be me I was thinking your thoughts Wanna know what it cost I battled insanity every day I was caught in this vanity Had to be right cause if your in the wrong Then everything that we hope for was gone So what if I'm wrong If I could I'd fix this I'll just stand and I will give a witness I'll just stand and I will give a witness I'll just stand and I will give a witness Two sides to a story but you wont look Got an info block on your mind I'm sorry If you wanna get another side just call me But you walk away when I start falling Calling it love So how do you leave them After you seek them How do you tell them they have to be faithful While you are lying and being so hateful Now I'm unstable right Now I'm diseased Now I'm the problem Call me ungrateful Please Since you have the remedy How do I fight with these negative memories Wrong See abandoning people when they're in need was never so evil Wrong And telling them lies and changing their lives would always be fine I'm wrong My visions impaired you made me believe but you never cared I'm wrong And your the solution I am the problem I just confused it You got me sayin that we have it all When some of us here are just playing it off Threw me away so ashamed and labeled Gave me my goals And I was unable What if I'm wrong for who we are Or where we ought to be Have we drifted far We pity the lost But from afar Cause we have all we need We are all we see what if I'm Wrong I listened Even as a misfit I could hear the words I was born to be different Who am I kidding The life I was living Parroting thoughts I was given This is the story that I have to tell Cause some of us here are just living through hell I miss you I swear but I value my sanity I will be fine this will not be the end of me If I could I'd fix this (Its not the end of me) I'll just stand and I will give a witness But what if I'm wrong I'll just stand and I will give a witness (It's not over) I'll just stand and I will give a witness But what if I'm wrong The hurt The pain The lies The fear And (Stand) where am I to go from here The walls are closing in on me I (Stand) needed you to hear me What if I But what if I'm wrong Nah