Essential Oils

My love

Gotta be strong for you my love

Gotta be strong for you my love

But really I don't know what to do my love

My love

I know I look strong to you my love

Gotta be strong for you my love

But I don't know what to do my love

This beat feel like essential oils

Lavender aroma in vintage camera recorders

Replaying my life before this

Dammit we grew up spoiled

Ain't get it out of the mud

But we grew it out of the soil

My self care

Has lately been less careful

Caught up in elsewhere

Less present and more fearful

Being more cautious yeah

Cause when you slipping it get way too hard not to fall

Into the darkness where the demons and monsters are

Letting my light shine

Tune into prime time

CNN talking bout how they centered on one aisle

Been selling us white lies

A villain that house tied

The wrong and the right side

My **** been outside

Fighting the long fight

I grew up in all white

Neighborhoods and tried to fit in with all the white kids

With dogs and a white fence whose lawns was the nicest

My moms had the block smelling like 6 different spices

I tried to act like them so that they wasn't aware of it

I even put a cross around my neck started wearing it

It worked till one of my parents came around speaking Arabic

And there go my cover

There go me over

Thinking again

Deep in my head

Leaving shit in the past is hard

Often I frequently bend backwards to please everyone around me

But even my friends battle to deal with the stress

That's why they frequently twist backwoods

I'm peaking again

I'm free as the wind

Oils release while I sit

I breath in the scent

I'm taking it in

Cause often these moments don't stay for long till they leaving again

I'm back on my feet and I'm sprinting running

I'm fiending to win

I'm running so my pops don't gotta worry bout feeding the fam

I'm running from anxiety

Chasing me beat it again

Cause I can't let society see me be weak as a man

I'm running on E but I never quick to sit back

Running away from all my past

They catch up I get lapped

I run until I get the bag

But I still won't relax

My parents ran up out Sudan

Running till they get back

My **** ran away from life

Running till I bring back

All of the moments that we had

That I'll never get back

Running until I make a change

Run to making a pact

Running until I get the bag

Running till I get back

This beat feel like essential oils

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This beat feel like essential oils

Oils, oils, oils, oils, oils, oils, oils, oils, oils

Yeah

My love

I know I need love from you my love

Gotta be strong for you my love

But I don't know what to do my love

My love

I know I seem strong for you my love

Gotta be strong for you my love

But I don't know what to do my love