Rappers Anonymous

Unh Frustrated is an understatement Fearfully made, but I'm feeling like I'm underrated My greatest fear is feeling like I've never made it So I'm chasin' dreams with everything so I can be the greatest Trying to catch the wind, what a vain pursuit But if I'm famous, I can make the Lord famous too You call it sellin' out, I call it makin' moves I ain't finna lose my soul, I just wanna taste the fruit Of success, and yeah I know I'm blessed Got my name in the Book of Life, but still not impressed Cuz' last week I watch another rapper get signed And it's got me thinking to myself like When's my time I wanna shine too, bright like the sun at high noon Been grindin' since high school, I'm tryna get mines too I know that's probably selfish, Lord, help me, I can't help it I get jealous every time I see somebody doing better than me Man I think I lost focus Hard to navigate through life when you got false motives Started off pure, then dreams turned to idols Fell in love with the calling, and not the True Supplier But now I'm coming back to my senses Hoping I can rectify my past through repentance I'm headed back home, I gotta long way to go And a lot to think about on this long dusty road, I know I haven't been a good son at all I should've just manned up and came to talk with you instead of running off Ain't no time for regrets though One drop of blood can make you new again presto, let's go Back to the days before the Spotify plays And the Instagram followers, and all the fan acknowledgement All I ever wanted was to make You known Take the gospel message 'cross the globe before you take me home Even if I never get a chance to see my visions come to pass I'ma still remain faithful to the day I breath my last I rest knowing I'm forever in Your hands My life is not my own, I surrender to your plans I'm out