iii. BOY

Oh boy, it seems to me you're aching so Oh boy, just tell me what you're taking I'll join you These years have been tough on me too Oh boy, your life's so perfect and Oh boy, don't tell me you've earned it I told you, you'll regret it if you do And you'll never be the same Now I'm never on my own They pull my teeth they tear my clothes And in my sleep I feel them close Like restless nights in empty homes So tell me shadow won't you give me one last breath to breathe I'll try again for you 'cos patience is all I really need I think I'm out of my time Like you're proud of my mind I think you lied to me I've been sick of your shit since the day that we met But I'm blinded by you Now that we've split, and the hole has been fixed I think I'm getting used to Being controlled like a part of my soul is being abused Oh boy, it seems to me you're aching so Oh boy, just tell me what you're taking I'll join you These years have been tough on me too Oh boy, your life's so perfect and Oh boy, don't tell me you've earned it I told you, you'll regret it if you do And you'll never be the same Oh boy, first time I was in love I was brainwashed Had to wash my eyes but I even got the paint off All these fucking lies made me want to tear my face off Oh boy, now I'm happy again