Sabotage

I didn’t just break your heart

I ripped it out of your chest

And coldly stamped on it

In a moment of unrest

I was bereft of reason

Possessed by a fallen angel

She promised a tropical Eden

I saw a garden of trouble

Would you be glad

If you knew how much I hate myself now?

Would you be glad

If you knew I’m way beyond sad now?

All you wanted was a summer breeze

And a good man to trust

Deceptive as I used to be

I gave you nothing but a thunderstorm

Back then I was so proud and blind

To tell you that not long ago

A lover of the strangest kind

Left a hole in my poor ego

Would you be glad

If you knew how much I hate myself now?

Would you be glad

If you knew I’m way beyond sad now?

I’m so sorry for

Our pure love I transgressed

I’m so sorry and I beg for your forgiveness

My world collapsed

The morning you were gone

So something must be still beating

Like a muffled drum in my chest

Would you be glad

If you knew how much I hate myself now?

Would you be glad

If you knew I’m way beyond sad now?

What a sabotage

What a sabotage