You Owe Me One

I still don’t feel whole despite all these accomplishments

And money don’t mean nothing if you ain’t got no one to share it with

All I seen was death in my city so I ain’t scared of it

Tryna move smart with this money

So when I do go my kids inherit it

Still ain’t had one

But I get baby fever every time I see my God son

And wonder will I have one?

And a solid relationship

Cause I’m still traumatized from the last ones

But ain’t no bad blood

It’s only love in my heart

If I could go back to the start and do this shit again I wouldn’t change not one part

I got no regrets

Except a couple of deaths I still ain’t got over yet

Besides that life Gucci word to boulder crest

6 figures on my checks yea I know I’m blessed

I’m like Michael Jordan with the tongue out and open legs

Had some people pass on me guess they wasn’t on they meds

I’m on they heads my foot on they neck

Got scammed for 25 pounds I shoulda knew it was deps

I’m up now but you **** should of new I was next

I’m ballin foul on em **** taking too many steps

I been traveling round the world, I got a new perspective

I got a new girl but we still talking bout my exes

I’m still waiting on return from some of my investments

When you do it out of love you ain't gotta stress it

I feel like you owe me one

You had no **** treat you right I was the only one

& you would talk a lot but you ain’t never show me nun (nothing)

Ain’t it crazy I still ended up the lonely one

I feel like you owe me one

Them **** never had ya back I was the only one

You disappeared and we don’t talk you could of told me sumin (something)

I feel like you owe me one

Why the loyal ones the lonely ones?

Got a younger brother but still feeling like an only child

Makes sense I always find a girlfriend to hold me down

But it never work relationships seem to slow me down

Hope I don’t get the same results this time around

In my notes I’m jotting down

All the things I want in life is crazy that I own them now

I be quiet but I’m smoking loud listening to my thoughts

We ain’t on the same page yo ego bigger than yo heart say less

My heart on my sleeve

I swallow my pride

And follow my dreams

Loving and lust I’m caught in between

I working on trust I been through some things

It left me with flaws

Need alcohol on these invisible scars

I don’t expect nothing back but I still give it my all

I hate that feeling when feelings get involved that shit hard

When I left you, you was better than you came

But I been going through some pain I can’t really say the same

I feel like you owe me one

You had no **** treat you right I was the only one

& you would talk a lot but you ain’t never show me nun (nothing)

Ain’t it crazy I still ended up the lonely one

I feel like you owe me one

Them **** never had ya back I was the only one

You disappeared and we don’t talk you could of told me sumin (something)

I feel like you owe me one