A dagger through the heart
Barbed wire around the throat
Pain as sharp as knives
Cutting flesh to the bone
I stand in front of ruins
I watched my whole life unfold
I've been pushed off the edge (many times)
As if I didn't have control
I can't forget
Try not to sink in sadness
But this heartbeat is the rhythm to my madness
A heart that beats
A heart that bleeds
In a world that's so fast paced
I fed demons that now chase my days
Chained to self-destruction
Rooted in yesterdays
Afraid of change
So lost inside myself
It's getting harder
To keep the emptiness at bay
Trapped in the absence of existence
Eternities spent in crippling pain
Weakness decay surrender
I can no longer sustain
How many games are left to play?
How much longer do I have to stay?
"You take life too serious" they say
How they see sun through these clouds?
A mystery to me, a fucking mystery to me
A growing lamentation
Burning down my self-control
Maladjusted
Hollowed out
Just another broken soul
With no where to go
Just another broken soul
With no where to go
But down
