Silver Lining

What am I to do? Who am I to play? Sometimes life's a whirlwind But sometimes that whirlwind is just a sick game Cut me at my throat Shove me to my knees This is how I treat myself I've made a lot of mistakes How far will I go to protect my soul? I've been so lonely I'm always striving to carry my own And I'm taking my time But it's taking my life away from me For the first time in my life I'm feeling negativity Creeping, self inflicted, and I'm unsure What's gonna come next in my life? Where I was wrong and where I was right What's fake and what's real? How should I feel? What are we to do? When no-one's left to play? We're all just born into different lives Different souls, different names I look around me at the world I see such different morality But sometimes it's so hard for me to judge 'Cause that could've been you or that could've been me I look hard, I look deep in my soul But there's so much there, yeah there's so much I don't know And if there's badness in the world Then there's, there's gotta be badness in me I guess this is the pain in the beauty of being a human being Yeah, for the first time in my life I'm feeling negativity Creeping, self inflicted, and I'm unsure Of what's gonna come next in my life Where I was wrong and where I was right What's fake and what's real? How should I feel? Now I gotta inform all my perspectives Yeah, now I gotta make all these corrections Oh, I'm the doctor and the one that's examined Yeah, this tricky game it's called introspection Oh, for the first time in my life I'm feeling negativity And now I feel positivity grab a hold of me And I feel good, yeah, woah I'm seeing that silver lining That ship on my horizon Growth comes from pain It's expanding my brain And to those who made me ache I was nothing 'till I met you Yeah, ohh, da-da-da, da-da-da, dum For that I say Thank you for hurting me (thank you for hurting me) Thank you for hurting me (thank you for hurting me) Thank you for hurting me Yeah everything just makes me stronger Thank you for hurting me (thank you for hurting me) Thank you for hurting me (thank you for hurting me) Thank you for hurting me Everything just makes me stronger Thank you for hurting me (yeah, yeah, yeah) Thank you for hurting me (thank you for hurting me) Oh and I hope that you're stronger (thank you for hurting me) Yeah (everything just makes me stronger) Oh, hey Oh, yeah, ohh, woah, yeah