Party Killer

You didn't think I would show And I'm sorry I'm late I'm a party killer who's horribly misplaced Help your mom cut the cake Your friends pretend to forget my name I'm a party killer who's coming will be a mistake 'Cause I'll bloody my hands And pop the balloons Rip the streamers down And blow the candles out Kill the life of the party 'Cause I only wanted you God, let go of my hand No, I don't wanna dance I'm a party killer and the music is drowning me Why the hell am I here? Lock bathroom doors and try to disappear I'm a party killer but the victim is always me So I'll bloody my hands And pop the balloons Rip the streamers down And blow the candles out Drain the bodies in the tub Call my mom and say I effed up And my clothes are stained red My head is a mess God, this night is a mess And did you really want me? I'm just a self-loathing murder machine On a killing spree From the life of the party Mmmmmm Mmmmmm Mmmmmm I only wanted- I only wanted- I only wanted-