The Hardest Drug

Stressed out. Self doubt. and I'm falling behind Cram my control in a prison from whats left of my mind Satisfaction from the chemical reaction in me Without intention has my song become a eulogy? Can't sleep, my dreams. Keep repeating All the pain I've felt. tryna find a meaning Until then I'll pretend this addiction is medicine It won't be long until I'm nodding off again Try not to watch you as you walked away Can't think of anything to make you stay Your words in my head on replay You love the drugs more than you ever loved me This is goodbye, I wish I could stay, but I won't watch you die I can't believe you when you say you're through The hardest drug I ever had to quit was you Lost afraid. A needle in my vein. A little pleasure but everyone I love is in pain Feels like I'm floating when they find me but I'm stuck on the floor And then you left, with only a note on the door Good, Bye. I said I love you but I won't watch you die Try not to watch you as you walked away Can't think of anything to make you stay Your words in my head on replay You love the drugs more than you ever loved me This is goodbye, I wish I could stay, but I won't watch you die I can't believe you when you say you're through The hardest drug I ever had to quit was you This is goodbye. You love the drugs more than you ever loved me On my knees I'm breaking down Call your name but you won't turn around Good, Bye. I said I love you but I won't watch you die This obsession has its hands around my throat an empty home, I'm living with your ghost Good, Bye. I said I love you but I won't watch you die Good, Bye. I said I love you but I won't watch you die