Derelict

I been on the edge And I don't wanna fall Yeah I'm such a derelict Got no one I can call I told you I would change But that ain't what you saw Got no one left to blame Yeah I know it's all my fault Cause I've been on the edge I'm barely hanging on My fingertips are slipping Yeah I'm thinkin Imma fall But after all this pain And everything I caused you Just push me in the flames I know I deserve it all too Cause I been on the edge Said I been on the edge I said Been down this road before Barefoot in the quarter store Nobody on my side I had to do this on my own So I'm bagging up my pride I tie it up together Then I cut the line Cause lately I've had better things on my mind And finally I see the light thats on the other side Wonder what else I'll find Maybe one day Ill see reflections of a better me Staring back inside a mirror Maybe that's just fantasy Something that's make believe I think about when I pretend Tell me is this real or in my head yeah Cause I been on the edge And I don't wanna fall Yeah I'm such a derelict Got no one I can call I told you I would change But that ain't what you saw Got no one left to blame Yeah I know it's all my fault Cause I've been on the edge Im barely hanging on My fingertips are slipping Yeah I'm thinkin Imma fall But after all this pain And everything I caused you Just push me in the flames I know I deserve it all too Cause I been on the edge Yeah I been on the edge It's been hot coals and broken glass Walkin til my feet are sore Traveled down this narrow path But I cant take it anymore So I'm guessing it's my time To turn around from my own ways And walk the line Nobody cares if I'm okay But I'll be fine I'm letting it all go I just hope I can fly So I enjoy the ride Maybe one day I'll see reflections of a better me Staring back inside a mirror Maybe that's just fantasy Something that's make believe I think about when I pretend Tell me is this real or in my head yeah Cause I been on the edge And I don't wanna fall Yeah I'm such a derelict Got no one I can call I told you I would change But that ain't what you saw Got no one left to blame Yeah I know it's all my fault Cause I've been on the edge I'm barely holding on My fingertips are slipping Yeah I'm thinkin Imma fall But after all this pain And everything I caused you Just push me in the flames I know I deserve it all too Cause I been on the edge