Ashes

I want to be cool I want everyone to look at me the way they look at you Found myself recently mimicking the things that you do Does that appeal to you? I'm on your avenue You said to pick you up after school but make sure no one sees me do it Well, we're just the best, baby Oh so midwest, baby Dead of the night in the parking lot sex, maybe we could change it up? I could tell my friends? I could stop lying to my mom and pretending like the road goes on When it clearly says "dead ending" Well, I've been waiting for the answer so long I forgot the question Poured my heart out to the walls and found that they matched your affection Do you see? You're tearing at my body Every time you want it, I think that I'm wanted Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh We went to the statewide music competition Placed in the same hotel room We made the decision to stay in separate beds But behind the concert stands You told me if I wanted to that I could hold your hand But not in front of your cool friends, just the ones in band Well, I've been waiting for the answer so long I forgot the question Poured my heart out to the walls and found that they matched your affection Do you see? You're tearing at my body Every time you want it, I think that I'm wanted So I will share your body with anyone who wants it I know it's what you want, but I really wish it wasn't I could be your kingpin, I could be your captain I could have your children, I could be important Let me be in your orbit, let me be your mountain I will be the dragon, burning it to ashes Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh