4am // Disappear

Passed out at 4am Woke up on the floor again Searching through the time I spent Wasted on what's never meant I just miss the life I had Missed out since like 2010 I just wonder where I've been Nobody knows I've been on my own Feeling so alone, stuck inside I keep thinking 'bout the reasons why All my life I've been searching for some clues Only feeling more confused It took a lot of work to be standing here I went through lots of pain to be very clear But that's the only way I ever lеarned You have to pay for all the bridges burnt Just let me out of here I want to disappear Nobody understands All the space that I demand I get stuck in overdrive That's the reason I'm alive Feeling dead at 23 That's just not the way to be I just shrug it off I just take it as it comes I just shrug it off I'm always feeling kind of numb I just shrug it off I just take it as it comes I just shrug it off I'm always feeling kind of numb I'm giving up the chase I don't want to feel like I'm losing pace But I don't wanna fall right back in place Living by myself with the same mistakes Cover up the pain that I can't decay Living in a space that I can't explain So let me tell you how it's gonna be Giving up on life is not a choice for me Burning out but still complete Sinking down in disbelief Running out of energy To fix the wounds that I received It took a lot of work to be standing here I went through lots of pain to be very clear But that's the only way I ever lеarned You have to pay for all the bridges burnt Just let me out of here I want to disappear Nobody understands All the space that I demand I get stuck in overdrive That's the reason I'm alive Feeling dead at 23 That's just not the way to be And all my life I just tried to put it off I never shook it off And all my life I just tried to build a wall That would never fall And all my life I just tried to put it off I never shook it off And all my life I just tried to build a wall That would never fall Just let me out of here I want to disappear Nobody understands All the space that I demand I get stuck in overdrive That's the reason I'm alive Feeling dead at 23 That's just not the way to be Just let me out of here I want to disappear Nobody understands All the space that I demand I get stuck in overdrive That's the reason I'm alive Feeling dead at 23 That's just not the way to be Passed out at 4am Woke up on the floor again Searching through the time I spent Wasted on what's never meant I just miss the life I had Missed out since like 2010 I just wonder where I've been