Sitting on the porch

And I'm thinking about a lot

Like how the fuck will I leave this earth

Will I die in peace or will I get shot

Because of a **** that hated

A **** that probably been close to me

But praying that I do not make it

How you gone try to take out the chief

I never follow I only lead

These **** be motivated by me

I started rapping then these **** wanted to rap but can't rap the same style as me

I wasn't shit I was making $400 a week and now everyone proud of me

I Give a fuck bout a bitch Cause these hoes the same they got too pride for me

I gotta it

Now that I'm seeing more digits my life feel different

Ain't no more stressing for shit I found a good job and I stay out of everyone business

I gotta stop tryna help

Cause people gone only look for their self

They'll do anythang to get wealth

Why try to save people that's bound to hell

I swear I met the devil

in the form of a friend

I thought this **** was really my brother but all that he did was lie and pretend

Telling these hoes how to get to me ain't 100

So many times again

I kept it quiet to keep the peace cause this **** will do anythang for a win

I learned my lesson from hoes

Whether she gay or not she gone go

Now she want dick some more

Shawty got tired of playing with pussy and now she wanna feel these strokes

I don't react no more

I kept it pushing cause I'm not gone hurt from a hoe

I don't relax no more

I'm steady grinding I'm tryna get millions and more

Im steady healing from shit in the past

Sometimes I think that I'm moving too fast

Somedays I do get depressed while thinking bout shit but I can not ever look back

So many times I gave people credit but they the same ones that be wearing a mask

Some many times they put the blame on me but never told all the facts

I gotta stop being nice to hoes

Cause these hoes be getting beside themselves like you really don't have no hoes

She telling me dick is everywhere

cause Shawty be really be digging for gold

Even when times i didn't have shit and the devil was right at my door

I kept it real and didn't trade nothing for shit even though he had offered the most

I had to grind and get right on my shit cause people gone hate on low

Didn't want me to shine but I didn't care for shit I never listen to folks

Cause people be lying and not really happy for shit they gonna fake so more

I member times when I so pressure bout shit that happen way back in the past

I was down on my dick and stressing so much bout these hoes and didn't have me no cash

Had dreams to be rich one day

And be able to give my mama some racks

So now I block out the hate And learned to never react