Pulse

From miles away I thought I shouldn't pass you by Year one rolled through many times I tried to run A combination of clarity and despise Had seeped through my heart and my soul Our very own entity in its own demise Dead on still water I'm sorry but I believe that We've met before And I ain't gonna be walkin' to your door When desperation has a heartbeat That don't mean I'ma shine for you As a losing man said when he fled the war Bowed down to his queen with heavy heart Many years I've feared in suffering of defeat But now that it's come I feel a calm relief My days are numbered and your nation is torn You will be trophied but I will be reborn We've met before And I ain't gonna be walkin' to your door When desperation has a heartbeat That don't mean I'ma shine for you So you go back to your ways of never more For all you give me, are do's and don'ts and queue and fonts I said you got back to your ways and I'll go back to mine For all that you've shown me that it's you it's not me but I ain't like you So when we meet again behind that corridor And you've think you've found someone new well We've met before And I ain't gonna be walkin' to your door When desperation has a heartbeat That don't mean I'ma shine for you